New Year's Eve... NEVER a fun night for me, though I try. My mother passed away over a decade ago but her Birthday is NYE and so every year, I am saddest on that day. I do watch the ball drop and this year, I made her signature dish to remind me of her and celebrate her a little, but it makes me sad to know soon I will have spent more NYE's, more years, without her than I got to have with her. I miss her every single day but on NYE, I am just reminded of how much of my l